So that's it then. We're nothing more than another teenage love. Talking to her the other day made me realize that. She, who has so many issues with guys, and can never keep a boyfriend for more than a week could describe exactly how I feel with you. God how could I be so stupid? Of course you're not the one, I just want you to be. I want to be able to say "He's my high school sweetheart" I want to be able to believe in love again.
But this isn't love. all this is, is lust. Nothing more. Of course we can't be in love. We're only 17. What do we know? But you're hands in my hair, your mouth on my neck, all that makes me think that maybe, just maybe we could be more. But we can't. It's just a teenage love.
I am who I don't want to be. She broke his heart by saying it was only a high school fling, but she's right. 17 is to young to know anything. And with college on the way, it'll be close to impossible to keep up together.
And that's what hurts the most.
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